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Dr. Swart describes developing severe body aches and realizing they began on the exact anniversary of taking her husband home to die—a date she hadn't consciously remembered. This demonstrates how the body can store and somatically re-experience trauma on key dates, acting as a physical record of unresolved pain.

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Your Body Remembers Traumatic Anniversaries Even When Your Mind Forgets | RiffOn