Trauma is not an objective property of an event but a subjective experience created by the relationship between a present situation and past memories. Because experience is a combination of sensory input and remembered past, changing the meaning or narrative of past events can change the experience of trauma itself.

An outsized emotional response to a simple chore, such as taking out the garbage, often indicates that the issue is historical, not logistical. Unpacking the childhood experiences tied to that task is a necessary step to defuse the trigger and establish a new, shared "minimum standard of care."

Our nervous system is wired to gravitate towards familiar patterns, confusing them with safety. This is why people unconsciously recreate painful or traumatic childhood dynamics in adult relationships. It is a biological pull toward the known, not a conscious desire for pain, making it a cosmically unfair default setting.

Individuals who repeatedly select abusive partners are not consciously seeking pain. Instead, their subconscious is drawn to the familiar emotional dynamic of a traumatic childhood. Because an abusive parent was also a "love figure," this painful connection becomes a subconscious blueprint for adult relationships until the pattern is consciously broken.

According to neuroanatomist Dr. Jill Bolte-Taylor, the brain's left emotional system stores past pain, trauma, and addiction. This isn't a flaw; it's a protective mechanism designed to trigger reactions based on past negative events. Healing involves understanding this system, not erasing it.

Trying to eliminate trauma is counterproductive. Instead, reframe its role by acknowledging it as a protective mechanism in your left brain. Thank it for its information, then consciously shift focus to other brain regions to self-soothe and move forward.

The popular notion of "moving on" from trauma is a myth that suggests you can leave the past behind. A more realistic and healthier approach is to "move forward with it," integrating the experience into your identity. This acknowledges the permanent impact of the event while still allowing for growth and rebuilding.

Overcoming trauma from a toxic relationship involves more than blaming the other person. A critical step is recognizing one's own role in enabling the mistreatment. This self-awareness, which speaker Patti Asai gained from an ayahuasca journey, is essential to breaking destructive patterns and preventing their recurrence.

The "disease model" of addiction is flawed because it removes personal agency. Addiction is more accurately understood as a behavioral coping mechanism to numb the pain of unresolved trauma. Healing requires addressing the root cause of the pain, not just treating the addiction as a brain defect.